i'm so sorry, if i hurt y.
i'm not good in direct words. i dunt even kno' how 2 explain semuanya sama kmu.
ya.. ada beberapa hal, yang gag aq ceritain ke kamu. dan it cuma karena aku gag pengen km berpikiran macem2.
aq bahkan gagh ngersa kalo hal2 itu pantes di ceritain ke kamu. pacar aku.
aq gak nyangkal kalo aku masih sayang dia. but it's just different ner. gak sesayang dlu. dan gagh seperti sayang aku ke kamu.
but i still dunno gimana cara nyebutinnya.
aku gagh terlalu suka ngomong kyk gni ke kamu, cz aku gagh mengharapkan ada kalimat sama yang keluar dari kamu.

aku tegasin. aku ggagh ada keinginan/harapan/or others untuk balik sama dia.
udah aja siyh. cukup. aku gaggh perlu cerita yang sama keulang lagi.

soal rsa gagh rela itu. gaggh tau ya. hmmm...aku masih terbiasa dengan kata2 itu. kalo gagh suka=gagh rela... ya.. mungkin emang tu yang aku rasain waktu itu.

just wannaa ask 4 ur understandng.
diapernah jadi 'sesuatu' buat aku. mungkin aku hanya belum bisa terima sepenuhnya kalo dia bisa 'ngeganti' aq dengan 'orang lain' yang 'gagh banget'.
beda ner (maaf aku ngomong kayak gini) kalo liad dia 'jalan' sama orang yang GAK aq KENAL. sama kalo dia 'jalan' sama TEMEN aku.


-that's it-

untuk kamu

it's feels like so long ago, i didnt write something about u...

diz time..
I asked for ur appologize...for everythings that i supposed didnt teach u...for what was i supposed not to introduce u...i'm so sorry for that...

we both know..

it was a mistake... i'm so sorry for taking u too deep to this situation. i know.. it might not a comfort zone for u...

u rite' too many things that we should think about...we cant be too egooicentric on our relations.



my dear...u're just too precious for me...n diz mistake just make me feel more dunt wanna let u go...
i know it's not pure...
i know..
but i feel... i feeln deep down inside...
i wanted to be hold by u rite now...

i know u're scared.. coz i do too..

_apologize_

Timbaland - Apologize (feat. One Republic).mp3

i'm holding on ur rope
got me ten feet off the ground
and i'm hearing of what u say, but i'm just can't make as ound
you tell me that u need me
but then u go n cut me down, but wait
u tell me that u're sorry
didn't think i'd turn around and said..

it's too late to apologize, it's too late
i said it's too late to apologize,it's too late

i'd take anotyher chance, take a fall
take a shoot for u
and i need u like a heart needs a beet
but it's nothing new
i loved u with a fire red
now it's turning blue, and u said
sorry like the angel heaven, let me think that was u
but i'm afraid

it's too late to apologize, its' too late
i said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

~sempurna~

kau begitu sempurna
dimataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujamu
disetiap langkahQ
ku kan slalu memikirkan dirimu
tak bisa ku bayangkan
hidupku tanpa cintamu

jangan lah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi smeua
hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
kau adalah darahku
kau adalah jantungku
kau adalah hidupku lengkapi diriku
oh sayangku.. kau begiu sempurna...

kau genggam tanganku
saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku...

shitttt

sumpahhh lo gagh penting banget siyh!

anjritttt!


kurang ajar!!!

brengsek!!

belum cukup aaapaaaahhh!!!

sengaja lo yaaaa!!!


setan!!!!
















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kayak anak kecil aja siyh lo!










gue marahhhh makin puas kan lo nyet!!

gagh terima lo ya, gue jalan ama oranglain!!
terima aja siyhhhh!!!
gagh meaning tau gagh siyh lo!


brengsek banget siyh lo jadi orang!!!




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