am i ready for it?

lagi pengen nulis niyhh... [buadhh yang lagi nungguin gue,,, sabarrrrrr iaaaghhhhhh] xp


just couple days ago,, ada [ex]ade kelas yang nanya sama gue...
like diz one..'mba, kalo sekarang ada cowo yang ngelamar mba, padahal mba udah punya pacar, mba mau ga?'
[jadi heraannn.. kok belakangan,,, banyakbanget obrolan soal married yaaaaa???? jangann jangaaannnnn...] halagghhh...
_yang nanya itu masih sma lho... denger2 siyh dia udah mau tunangan...halaghh... berasa balik ke jaman sma, yang masih sering KTT gagh jelas.. xp_

hmmm...

need some times, 2 answer that question,,, remembering that bocah yang nanya ini, emang rada2 rese kalo nanya2 soal kayak gini.
apa yaaa...hmmm.... gue siyh gagh muna ya tergantung orang yang ngelamarnya dan tergantung cowo gue juga gimana. tergantung sikon lah...

kalo kata salah satu sahabat deket gue siyh,, 'married isn't about with who n when u get married,,, but it's all about d commitment u made' hmm.. ada benernya... ada setujunya,, tapi ada gagh setujunya...


iya siyh married means commitment... and i thought i'm not really ready for such a big commitment like that one.
all i could think today is about how i could pass my degree,,got a scholarship,,working,,collect money [that's the passion of our study in indonesia rite'?],,_at least 'till i could bought a nice house or car for momz'_ then maybe,,, i would thinking about married...

it's difficult to find someone that qualified, isn't it?

qualified...

hmm...

i thought in my objection... qualified man means...
*responsible
*caring
*loving
*tender
*patient [mostly with my selfishly]
*hmm.. yang bisa ketawa dan ngobrol lepas sama gue tanpa takut jaim
*yang bisa bikin gue ngerasa cantik
*bikin gue ngerasa jadi number 1 n spesial n kangen sama dia
*rapi...a good management...bersih...
*gagh sok jagoan dan sok pamer di depan gue
*bisa nyambung kalo ngobrol sama famz dan temen2 gue..
*yang bisa nanggung hobi belanja gue...[hehehhe... xp]




hmmm well... kayaknya orang di sebelah gue udah mulai bosan... let's we continue dis next time iafggghhh..











in conclusion.. : i thought i'm not ready for it..