aneh

hmmmm....
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hari ini...

kayaknya lagi stresss banget deyhh...

diagnosis dokterkemarin bedalagi...

katanya radang pembuluh darah...

tadinya arthtritis.. lupus lah..

hmmm.. p capek.. mana yang bner...

p sebel..

papz dunt care widh me.. he eventold momz.. dhad he dunt even care if i couldnt walk again...hmmm

hate him.. much..
perhaps..

last nit' i was thinking.. that i;m nobody for everyone.
not in a single special space.

is there somethin' wrong widh me then??

i;m taking my 9th cig' now.. it's been 8 since diz mornng. and i couldnt stop.
i dont even know why..
well,,, i;m getting my headache now...

maybe,,, god should take my breath away. takingdiz frommy lungs.. butthenit'smeanthati'mnotliveanymore,rite?